Dear whoever,
please bang me straight on my forehead. Headshot! Oke? Say YES to pull the trigger.

People just wont understand my inside out. Question is, do i understand them inside out? As far as im concern, i do and ive tried my very best to make it better than making it worse. Bt it seems like its not noticed bt things keep on happening. Tell me why pls? Is there a cross down there? Is it mine? Well, im talking bout rainbow skirts and sparkling blingbling heart-shaped. I just don't get it. Where do i go wrong and what have i done till we're this way. She said she missed the old us. Well, hello! What about me? Duhh!.

Things cant be the same anymore cuz surroundings and time change swity. In the past when i was doing graveyard shift you had others to accompany you and entertain you. You're never alone. Thats the reason why you dont complain. But nw, you're all alone waiting for me to come back home. Guess you're not used to it hunn.

It'll be damn flat.

Learn & live.

My tips i got from someone yaww. *winks*

Ive tried my best to be there for you everyday and a.s.a.p.

I slept at work so that i can stay awake longer and be by your side.

Which also means im awake for the nexy day at work. bahh!

Cant you even think for yourself?

Cant you even see all this happening right infront or ur eyes?

Lets see when you have a job later aye.

Dammit!. Wht am i saying. NoNo.

It did happened before. Same thing when you're working.

But did i complain?. NO!.

Cuz i understand you're workling.

But indeed other shit popped up when ur nicely having a job. Wth!.

Me sparing a tot for you? Duhh! Didnt you realise?.

SO DO YOU REALISE NOW?!?

Punching bag?. I dont consider my lurve ones punching bag.

I rather have the original punching bag cuz when its hit, it doesnt come back at me.

Well, it does. It did and it chipped my tooth. Lol!

Back on track.

Bt human punching bag, nahh! Kinda stupid. Drop this part lh oke. Boring.

Whtever uve noted, ive noted too. So no worries, love.

Nope. Im so not like corpse bride. Its only you who felt we're the same.

Bt indeed i guess ur wrong. She can leave her job just to satisfy you.

Bt me, nahh. Im nt dat stupid to do so.

I have my point of view to make you learn n not just to satisfy you and get whtver u want

and in the end both of us suffer. Like u say. POYOH YERH! Wtf!.

Now you're talking. You "had enuf of all this fuss & fights".

Then, you're trying to say im enjoying it?.

Hmm. Lets see whether my statement below is correct.

1. As in nw, u tynk i hd enuf of u n i dun hv d favour in u and us anymore.
2. You tynk i will always search for ur fault n make us in bad terms.
3. when we're in bad terms, you will tynk dat i do it on

reason for us to breakup and blame you for it.

Hmm. Kinda conscious to know yeahh. If its true...

Then, this is all cocky craps!. You told me you know me very well.

So?. I wouldnt have done that just to shoo you off hunn.

Cuz i dun fucking care when i really want that.

Wth!. Urgh!!.

Since the ferst tyme ive started this job, everything seems to be my fault.

Everything seemed to be blamed on me.

Im the one who changed. Im the one who doesnt spare my time for you.

Im the one who doesnt spare a tot for you.

Mama-"me"-a.. Here we go again. My my. Why cant i resist you.

Have a break! Have a kit-kat!.

Ouhh!! I need that! Haha. Wth!
I guess i criously need counselling.

Ouhhh. Talking bout counselling. I have a new name for a person. Hypocrist small kiddo. Yeahh. Dats it. I have my own reason, Vendetta. Excuse me.

I guess whats wrng wit us is that we keep on pushing things to each other. Yahh. I guess so. Whatever. Im tired. When you say you will never be ready for the rest of ur lyfe, somehow im still wondering. See now, you wanting me to go if we cntinue on issues and sins. Hmm. Nothing to say. We're in deep shit i know. Rocking rock-a-by-baby? Nahh. Im still standing strong to uphold our strength in us. I guess i need your help to do so switysucka!.
STAND UP AND MAKE IT WORK BETTER DUDE. NOT WHINING NOR PUSHING!. Well, dats what ive been doing since the start. That's how i get thru all ur shits till we're this FAR. Oke monyong?

Lastly, note-to-self.

You're latest post is becoming more typical and sound so like hypocrist small kiddo.

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