Sunday, October 11, 2009
plain life shits, @ 1:05 AM
hey fucktards!.
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thngs were alot haywire n cocked up.
can someone help me up?.
im drowning like a fat man wit a big hairy belly trying to stand up.
ive been wishing to live like a pony.
can it happen?. im so wishing for it.
i wouldnt say life sucks cause life make me realise rights and wrongs.
of course, ups n dwns will always happen.
its like for a moment ur a princess and the next ur a trashbag. right?.
well, i think so too.
if i say life sucks it wud be back on me cuz im the one hu choose my life to be sucky. haha.
hmm....
too many things caught up my mind for nw.
bt hey, no werries.
i wun kill myself.
but just a tot of it. urmm... killing myself.
well, all i need is peace and food. no quiet.
things coming round and round and round again.
be it family, boify, work n everything.
turns out evrything is the same.
now i nyd a huge kitkat,
letting off my fylings here wun do any difference.
this just apiece of shit whrby ppl read n entertain themselves for few minutes.
bt den, cn they help?. ohh hell yeahh!. fuckoofff!.
im on my own.
i shout out loud at the tip of my lung.
cn u hear me?.
im venting out my anger till my eyeballs popped out.
can you see me?.
keeping tings in my heart for so long.
being patient for so long,
all i get is ttttiiiiiuuuuuuuuuuKABUSHHHH........ SHITSS!
trying very hard to get an A for life endurance.
but seems getting further n further.
was it me?.
was it her?.
i dont know what to do.
i dont know what i should do.
too many tings popped in my mind in a split second fuck!.
no more tears for me but for you.
no more me n u than together.
no more happy than overexcited.
i duno wht im saying but all i know.
im d most homewrecked girl of the month.
i miss everything from lastyear.
EVERYTHING!!.
HW I COULD TURN BACK TIME.
hw i could bring my younger siblings to watch their future life if they continue wit their stupid life.
hw could i turn my family into the best palace ive ever stepped in.
hw could i be the one who gets peace, joy and accessibility.
just that.
too much yet too little strength and hope.
Labels: time to tell