i dont like to be alone in the night.



* for you in my lonely night. sobs!

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY TO IDIOTIC SPOREANS.

stay at home for the whole day thinking, wandering, rotting, layzee-ing and mostly waiting. worried bout some issues but nahh...
dun wane bug about it.
might bring me back migraines and frustration.
well, if you kaypoh people styl wane know bout the issues,
you can call me up at 1800-i- dont-give-a-shit.
booyahhh!!.....
okay shits.

sucky feelings, shaky thoughts just make me whine loudly alone in the dark.
when is this gona end?.
when can i get my happy ending?.
well, a proper one i might say.
a happy ending with someone whom i love so muchh and dont wish to lose.
cant bear to lose.
cant bear to see or roll down any tears on mine or his cheek.
tell me when!.
ouhh please someone help me up.
im scared i might lose my dependant.
im scared my heart will return to me once again after its been stolen.
haish!.

so here i am typing out hw i fyl and wht's on my mind.
im nt hoping for pretty ponies and glittering rainbows.
its reality not fantasy.
bt i do prefer fantasy though. hehh!.

im nt letting time decide.
i'll hold myself up from worrying
(even if i cant i can afford on faking or tying my hand up on my bed frame)
and let him decide and think on his action.
you gota know wht's happening and who's at fault yaww.
i wane stop being the "okay im sorry alright.
come, i'll brush ur hair and put you to sleep"
when im nt at fault!.
i wane stop.
its time for you to think and refresh or reload.
blueghh!.
dats it.
i wane get going.
lie on my bed, shake my legs till they drop.
toodles~!.