hey ho fucktards!.
been awhile jyeahh.
been busy wit graveyard shifts n lala lands. teehee!.
its been a few weeks since i wanted to update bt...
hell im fucking layyzeeee like piggy.

well, newly woke up n swity wasnt dere.
im waiting patiently for her to come back.
where the fuck have u been lahh seyy?!?.

okay look, some confessions i wane make.
baeby, hell i know ur joking!.
bt ouhh please!. i dun wish you to bring up my past.
i just dun like it n i know u dun like it too.
i didnt mean to blurt out past n present.
it meant totally no harm.

ive read ur post.
i know we've been going through violent fights n its hectic.
bt hey baebylurve!.
feelings n thoughts towards you will always be the same aite!.
this i promise n swear to you!.

i might be diff towards you these days,
you might nt know who i am n rather be alone,
bt just want you to know,
we're both working and we dont get to spend our time like we used to.
we're both tired n u know when im tired,
i'll get pissed or irritated easily ryte hunn?.
its nt ur fault for im diff.
its myself.
its my stupidity n selfishness.


bt baeby..
all im asking for is for you to bring back my swit n pamper-self baebylurve.
bt when im rude to you, you flick my ears n twist my ears. i dun wish n hope for that. i dun wish for violence bt just a raise of voice n enlarged eyes in silence.
we'll be back as per normal. FOR SURE.
reasons why?.
* we've never been violent so often to each other in the past.
* you're always smiling, kissing n cuddling me.
* you're a second-alert and obey my words.
* you know what to do with me when i need you.

goshh! hell fucking jyeahh i mish our old times.
things do change alot between us.
especially when we're already busy working.
ive been thinking of changing to part time.
so that we cn spend more time together n be like the past.
i wishh!.
i mishh you so muchh!.
i mishh you pampering n laugh your heart out sincerely with me.
stop faking already lahh fuckk!.
talk to me like you did when we're high.
please baebyy!.
i dun wish to see you out.
i dun wish to lay by myself.
let's re-construct.

where are you?.
i didnt mean to hurt you even a teeny weeny bit.
bt its just that im sleeping baeby.
and no ones by your side to be with you when ur nt asleep.
n i dun favour it when u whine for something
and you dun wish to say it out.
i want you to get to sleep.
i want you to get your rest.
goshh!.
how i wishh i could turn back time.
im fuckingly sorry.
yes i do!. i really do!.
come back swity!.