ohh bloody calendars, slimy hourglass.



The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
Monday, March 30, 2009
sucky i am. still hopeless. @ 12:13 AM

im sorry if i overreacted today.
i just cant help it.
it hurts real deep down in me.
yes i know u met her wit no stupid motive.
bt hey!. upon so many days, y must it be today?.
aint it unreasonable?.
i trusted u bt her.. goshh!. she erks me so much.
for goodness sake, i just dun like it.
y cant u understand dat?.
isit hard for u to go as far away as possible from her?.
isit so difficult for us to be in peace without her ard us?.
im shedding tears n broken into pieces seeing us getting in dis situaion evry now n den.
i had enuf. im tired n im scared.

u blurt a question cn u hav ur own life?
wad does it suppose to mean?.
if u dun prefer to spend most of ur time wit me den by all means tell me.
i dun mind.
yes, we spend almost everyday together bt do we spend like other couples do?.
NO!. we seldom did. n u noe dat too.

n for gdness sake, talk to me more. get use to it.
dun keep anything from me.
i want u to know n feel dat u can depend on me in any way.
i hate it so much wen ur in doubt n ur doing everything alone.
wad a gf for?.
keep me in a box with full of flowers n glitter whereas ur broken huh?.
so nt my lurve story aite.
wen im hepi u shud be too.
wen ur at d edge of mount everest falling, i shud be too.
dats true lurve rite?.


baby please. for d last time im saying. stop evrything between u n dol.
i dun wan any conflicts bout her nimore.
ouhh please!.
things were so great these few days bt everytime wen ur back at mama's crib,
we go haywire.
i just lurve u way too much dat i hate u to be in contact with ur ex-es especially her.
ur nt useless bt just short-winded.

im hoping for the most wonderous lurve life in history wit u bby.
just wit u n only u deary.
act wisely?. sure do.
mean ur words like u suppose to?. okay cn.
put urself in my shoes and feel hw i feel?. my pleasure.
rina stupidity n hopeless bitch?. i am for nw.

ouhh im feeling so sucky and suffocating sitting at hm.
i'll just get out of d hse, go sumwhr n ease my mind off.
i wonder wad ur doing right nw bt im sorry bby.
ibu just cant mseg u to ask cuz i dun hav d will n heart to.
it'll just hurt me too much n worsen up my condition rite nw.
i hope u sleep soundly n hav a peace of mind. insyallah.

once again, im sorry.
im done. so done.
bahh!!!..

shits written.kay.thx.bye.



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