The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star ♥

hey yaww!.. its been quite some time since i last blog due to some problems with my furniture n electronics stuffs at home. anw, i dont see the need to apologize for not blogging for quite some time cuz its mine anyway. but i'll appologize for those redares who hopped on but there were no updates. haha. craps.

well, things been hard for me these days n ive just lost my job due to my stupidty. well, here's to u aidil. THANKS FOR UR MEAN LAUGHTER!. aidil is my closie at work n he's an asshole. lol. anw, as now im jobless, my license cocked-up n im damn fed-up cuz ive already booked my TP slot n yet i havent got my PDL yet. damn sucky sia. but im not rushing through cuz i have my whole life to wait n pass my license since im free like a stray cat.

love was slacking and kinda hard for us. we tend to meet-up once or twice in a week or not even once. we also dont really beep each other much per day like we use to n dat i duno y. it sucks big time cuz i will always miss him n rot at home n dere he was getting busy n tired with school n preparing for his TP end of this month. i mean if u really want something u need to sacrifice some important or precious things/moments right. i dun really mind but i often miss him n thiings been popping up in my mind. if u noe wad i mean. damn annoying u see. my god!.

so, lost my job, lost my entertainment, lost my busyness, n oh lost my fren in an accident which really freak me out to still ride a bike on my own. i pity him but god loves him more than we do. .

i feel so pathetic n empty. i need music to cheer me up. i need people to tap my shoulder n say "dont worry..ur gona be fine". i need a pat on the back for me to buck up n be prepare for the worse to come. i need a big fucking tight slap to make me wake up. haha

i bought 4D numbers just now. im so paranoid. lol. shits written. k thx. bye!.

Labels: long island will do its thing. hi-5 everybody. yeehaw.