Sunday, April 27, 2008
buddy said; let it go if it hurts. @ 11:14 PM
today was a fun yet sad yet busy yet happy yet not so hectic day for me. i had a swollen eye since yesterday spring cleaning at home. it sucks big time yaw. i look like of course not like a panda but more like a zombie.was waken up by my dearest hot mama. she was cute u see. the moment she went mad cuz i didnt get up n get ready to go to johor bahru, she will just grab anything to throw at me. the most painful thing she threw at me was a big tight slap right on my cheek followed by a loud spank on my thigh. i love my mum.
got back from johor went to my auntie house. she introduced me of a damn easy job which i can earn about $800 a month. it was something like work from home. all i got to do is to type-in some information on the warranty card to microsoft excel and thats it. damn easy rite. i love easy money. i can just rot at home do my work n face my mum everyday. not mentioning my dad, he's been a lil jealous with my mum cuz he doesnt get the attention like my mum do. haha what a silly yet cool parents i have. syukur alhamdulillah.
this is what happen today n i was supposed to be lazy to update but my darling dearest fren by the name of suhaimi really hope to see me update by tmr. so not to let him down here i am updating. i love him also. what a loving n caring best buddy i have. ahahaha aku mcm faham!.
anw, im losing love n im at the edge of losing a boify. but i dont mind cuz im prepared for the worse n i really really really felt that he's no longer good for me but justa piece of rotten apple. i dont really wana talk bout this but only me know what's the truth and what's happening between us n how i suffered in this love. i may not be the best for u nor be the one u expect me to be but i will always be the one who remember the love n care that u shower me for long we're together. ali, ur my best boify i ever had n how i wish we're not in this state. how i wish u understand how i really feel when i understand urs. love u not forever but till the day i lost my memory. i wun let those times fall down the drain but i will let it fall down my heart. u have been my guardian angel n my backbone. i never regret knowing u nor loving u cuz ur the one i need n ur the one i hope for but time has changed n things get worsen n worsen between us. ali, i really hope u will read this post of mine n know how much i really love u n dun wana lose u. but these are all hopeless hope n fairytales of teenage love.
p.s: i love u.
for my readers info, i am so not crying right now.i dun feel the need to cry over these things cuz my tears are all dried up n my heart had become so thick that i nearly lose all my feelings n emotions. like so wtf my post is random. haha shits written. k thx. bye!.