Tuesday, September 19, 2006
@ 5:44 PM
halu..back to blog..hav not been blogging for a few daez readi..well, life's being so greatful and filled wit happiness and joy..be it wit him or my family..its been 3mths plus we're together and we had gone thru alot 2getha..happiness, sadness n oso difficulties dat striked either one of us or e both of us..having him in life is so much a bless..ive alwaez seen the brightest path in life wen he's ard n be by my side..i woke up wit e widest smile n e sparkling light shining bright at me wen i heard he's fine..evritime wen we're together, we laughed n had the joyful moments all day long w/o tinking bout e sadness..eventhough we did fought n quarrel bout sum tingy but our luv to each other had neva n will neva fade..i had n will shed tears for him n e sadness we've gone or going thru cos i luv, care n bother to do so..it dusnt matter of pain or suffer, but i will still n will do aniting juz for e both us to be hapi n together till eternity if god is willingly to let us be..i'll swear to god and can be damn sure dat if the day cums dat he has to leave me, dats e end of my happiness and brightness of life..i'll be the most unhappiest, unluckiest, insecure, incomplete, stupidest, hopeless and evriting dat is negative girl in the whole wide world..i pray and hope dat every second, every minute, every hour he's fine, secure n happy wit wad he do, go n hav..it'll stab me right thru my heart to see him in sadness, anger and pain..im very sory swithrt cos im not perfect and cnt be wad u wan me to be but i'll make damn sure dat my luv for u will be perfect n fine..it will alwaez be in dat way n will neva change cos u stole my heart away and i dun want it back but i juz wan it to juz stay wit u for as long as we can..p.s: i love you..
