Friday, September 29, 2006
@ 2:03 PM
e chain wit him is absolutely fine and filled wit love n joy.its been such a satisfaction for now.we get along well and understand each other for good.but as for now, e chain in old relationships had been so fuckthubbed.ive been feeling left out all this while since i get to noe dat my own closiest had been in bad terms for e past few mths n dey were faded.really far away faded.y am i being left out?..isit bcos im either wit dem all tis while or im not their skulmate n r not cose to dem liek e past?..y muz e both of u in bad terms?..bubul, u just have to face the facts..raida dont need u animore.ive been trying to explain to u yesterdae but u juz dun understand.im nt giving up on our frenship but its written rite infront of our eyes dat we have no more raida.i told u yesterday dat bestfren juz dont exist animore.do u ever tink y i sae dis?..cos sumone out dere had been teaching me sumtings wen i once felt e same ting dat u feel rite nw.i felt insecure n mad wen i found out dat u guys had been keeping secrets from me for e past 4 mths.i had to turn in to him cos he's always dere for me no matter hw far we are.its not my fren but my boi.e one who i neva treat as a bestfren before but only a closie to me.whr were raida wen u suffer all tis while?..she's out dere having fun wit her new frens w/o u..is dat wad u call bestfren?..she have her boi, her family and she's already 18 tis year..she dun need u animore.she dun need bestfren cos she have zul.u feel sad n down nw becos u dun have ur special ones yet.if u had one, u can overcome all tis liek i do rite nw.he said frens cum n go.n dat's e truth.u guys only cum to me wen u guys r hapi but neva cum to me wen ur sad.is dat wad u call bestfren?..bestfren share their dwns and ups together but u guys dun.we only do dat in e past wen we're in secondary school.u guys r still in secondary school dat is e reason u guys feel gold in those frenships but wen u get out of dere n enter e new world n circle of frens, u guys will feel wad i feel for now.bubul, its time for u tink about all dis and be by urself.we cant get raida back.dats e truth..
raida,i miss e old u.i miss those tymes wen we laughed, pissing ppl off together n all dat.well, ppl change.im sorry i cant be dere wit u wen u felt lonely w/o bul.im juz living my own life and i noe i had to.i juz cant depend on u guys as i hav my own boy to depend on.u guyz are juz not my besfren animore.i dun have any bestfren animore.im so sorry but i have to.i havent and did not change in any way.its only time dat change.u n bubul will face the real world n no more bestfren times one day.both of u will feel wad i feel since i left e two of u.one day, its only left with old friendships and close fren.bestfrens are just fairy tales and dark dreams.dey only have happy endings and sad endings dusnt exist.bestfrens are so high school.face it guys.
ps:no matter wad u guys will alwaez be in my heart n my happiness.im sorry.
atiqa, stop bothering and openning ppl's fantastic past world.all of dat r so last summer.ur juz being a small little kid hu juz learnt hw to tok and does not have aniting else to say but only e past which were thought.because of u fucking motuh, those peeps out dere had lost their luv ones n trust to each other.stop making stupid news n 411 to raida.she's innocent n ur juz a fat bitch going round hong kah sec telling bout bubul's old fairy tales.ur lucky dat im nt ur classmate animore.if not, u'll noe wad hapen.e ting dat hapen to sila which was made by me in our class e past 2 years will hapen to u.ur juz lucky.if not for me to turn bul's mind around for not beating n whacking u up, u'd be sure dead off n ur mouth we'll be getting out of ur face.thank me for dat.well, i guez for now u shud juz shut the fuck up n mind ur own business.stop being a small kid and taking away frens from each other.u can juz share them n be happy together.u juz dun do e rite ting as a teenager turning a young adult.u juz making a success in being a MAKCIK KEPO who sits at e void deck toking bout ppl's ass instead of cooking at home and handling of their own children.u'll get gold for it for sure.got looks but no brain might as well just jump off the lake and be dead.
we're shedding tears together n u babbling stupid tings.haiz ur just a piece of shame to the nation.wakaka..urgh..i dun care n i noe u dun care.but i hope one day u'll read tis post n come straight rite up to me n slap me on my face for saeing all dis ting bout u.but u'll noe wad willhapen to u after dat.if one of ur teeth dont drop on the sparkling floor, ur damn lucky.thx.bye